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It's over with Neoptolemus. Now please leave me alone.

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I thought I'd have a little bit more energy by today, but getting off the couch doesn't feel worth it yet. I don't even care that it's over and I'm sitting here alone there isn't even anything on TV to watch.

I want to do this calmly and lay everything out and think it through. I've had enough of stupid mistakes and I don't want to make another one.

Is this what the Fates want? I get it, the attraction. How comfortable I feel even when everything everyone screams at me not to. I should just run the other fucking direction. Maybe ask for a new roommate ( Read more... )

[There's a box outside of Polyxena and Paris' door with a letter taped to the top with Polyxena's name written on the envelope. Inside is this bracelet. The letter is handwritten. The top edge is a little crumbled as if he almost considered throwing it away but stopped himself. Crossed out parts are erased but can still be made out.]

( and the letter says..... )

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Why do I feel like the worst of my brothers?

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I..I'm sorry. I told Paris.

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I've been thinking of looking for something to keep me busier. Maybe a more...full-time job. Though with Cronus gone, I have no idea where to start looking. I doubt prophecy looks very good on a resume. Or believable.

Cass? Why was I ever jealous of Hector being dad's favorite? I can barely handle our own family. I'd mess up a city.